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7:11 p.m. - 2001-05-16
Survey. (yeah I'm a conformist!)
Ok, all of my friends have this.. survey thing up on their site. I don't know what's up and who wrote it and why it's all of a sudden here, but hmm. Got nothing better to do.

*1*What do you think about MTV; the shows, the videos, the sex and violence, sencoring, and/or the Fight for your Rights campain? I've watched MTV about... twice. And I was eight or nine at the time.

*2*What are your thoughts on abortion? Go ahead, have one if you think you have it in you to go through the emotional pain and the knowledge that you just ended your baby's potential life. As your body, it's your choice what to do with it until your baby has got his or her own body, but there are more complications than you think.

*3*What do you think about reencarnation? I believe in it completely. I can't imagine that, after life, we just cease to exist. I didn't say we might not appear in some other place in the universe, or on some other plane, but we can't just... die.

*4*Should religion be in schools? What do you mean 'in' it? Don't force students to believe something but don't get pissy if they feel the need to pray. Everyone can believe what they want in a school environment as in any environment, right? What makes people think that seeing other students' beliefs out in the open is gonna convert us? Similarly, how many graduates of private religious school actually turn out to be that religion? Think about it. It's more an inner decision than anything.

*5*Do pop stars have an obligation to be good role models? They don't have an obligation to anyone but themselves. It's our fault if we look up to someone who doesn't deserve to be looked up to.

*6*What is your take on Dr.Laura? I turn her off.

*7*Is sexual orientation a choice? I don't believe in sexual orientation. Just be bi and get the fuck over yourself! If you see someone you like, then like them; you shouldn't even have to think about their sex. If you're attracted to someone, if you fall in love with them, ultimately, is sex going to matter? Sexual orientation is just limiting the amount of people you're allowed to love to half the population.

*8*Whats your veiw on inter-racial relationships? Go out with whoever the fuck you wanna go out with. I don't care what color you are.

*9*Can/Should teens have longlasting, meaningful romantic relationships? Can teens fall in love? Should they and can they are two different questions. Can they? Sure, if it's going to happen. Should they? If they can, go nuts. Enjoy.

*10*What do you think of meat eating? I couldn't look a cow in the eye and then slay it and eat it, but that's just emotions we've grown over time. Eat what you feel comfortable eating, but don't come crying to me when you're malnourished.

*11*Is there anything morally wrong with the soceity we live in? There's something morally wrong with everything. Is my opinion God? nope. Some things society does are against my personal beliefs, but I'm not so full of myself I want the world to change for me. Everyone's always going to disagree on morals.

*12*Will there ever be world peace? We'd have to lose the violence tendency, evolve it out like we evolved out fur and forehead ridges. Maybe. Unlikely though.

*13*Should marijuana be leagalized? Sure. Who's the government to tell us if we want to mess up our bodies, with any drugs for that matter? I don't think anybody should take the rap for drugs fucking up up but ourselves. All they have to do is bury us.

*14*What is your opinion on the right to bear arms? Illegalizing drugs and legalizing guns is pretty damn stupid. If we were going to lead a revolt against the government, then who the fuck would care whether guns were legal or not?? We'd be revolting!!! We wouldn't be getting them legally! The whole revolt excuse is just a copout, and without that, people would want guns to shoot other people. Ok. Let's legalize that, that'll be fun. Bush, rot in hell.

MEDIA "You gotta watch out for the beautiful ones.", Boy Crazy

*15*Is the reality portrayed on tv/ movies a crock of sh*t? It's just a different image of reality. not a crock of shit, just not what most people live in.

*16*Do you watch Survivor? no

*17*What are your favorite tv shows? South Park, Ally McBeal

*18*Do you read any magazines? Jane and the Trib Mag

*19*Ever watch Politically Incorrect? no

*20*Is Bush an idiot? No one should ever trust him with this country. What is wrong with people?

*21*Do you want to be famous/what for? sure, that'd be all right. Not the kind where you walk down the street and get swamped, but famous by name. I'd want to be a brilliant thought provoking writer.

*22*Watch the nightly news? Once in a great while

*23*Read the newspaper? Hardly ever. I should though.

*24*How should the media cover the school shootings? Say, 'There was a shooting at so-and-so school blah blah blah.' Analyze it as much as they want to. It's not going to change anything.

*25*Does life imitate art, or art imitate life? Neither. Art extrapolates the miniscule things from life and shoves them in your face, and life aspires to be as meaningful and powerful as art.

*26*Are we as a society desensitized to sex and violence due to tv and movies? Ummm sure. Except... lemme think... oh yeah!! WHO CARES?

MUSIC "These songs are my way to keep you on my mind.", Passing Time

*27*If you could only liten to one CD for the rest of time, which one would it be? God that would be horrible.

*28*What type(s) of music do you like the most? If I know something I'll like it, usually, I dread listening to CDs for the first time. I'd have to go with techno jazz type alternative, but not much of that exists.

*29* What ya think about boy bands? They're pretty amusing.

*30* Is Eminem a musical genious, or a jerk? Not my place to say if he's a jerk, I don't know him, but he's definitely a genius. Not a musical one though. He fucks with people's minds like there's no tomorrow, and that's pretty cool.

*31* Ever hear of New Found GLory? Love em? Never heard of em.

*32* What music do you listen to when you are sad? When someone breaks up with you? When someone breaks up with me I rant into the phone. When I'm sad I distract myself or write the pain. No music involved, I only listen to music if I'm in a music mood.

*33*What ya think of Britney? heh. She's pretty sexy I guess, I don't think she's got a whole lot of substance, but I'm not gonna say she's a whore. She might be, but why do I care?

*34*Is music an important part of your life? It's a HUGE part. My entire only talent lies in music. :)

*35*Were you raised listening to you parents music? Did they sing to you? Yes, unfortunately, and yes. My mom made up a song about me. She still sings it in public when she wants to be a dirty

*36*Who really rocks, man? Jimi Hendrix, man

*37*Are you musically inclined? Is the sun hot? If I didn't have music I'd most likely be deaf, blind, mute and insane. Every tone of voice has an intonation. Each piece of music has a feeling associated. Everything I write originates somewhere inside me that I can't touch and music's the only thing that brings it out. If I didn't do music, it would collect and explode. Or else I'd just spend all my time muttering and writhing.

PERSONAL 'I don't understrand myself." Winter of 95

*38*Whats your real name? Hannah

*39*OD name? Yes whatever you say

*40*What do you look like?What are some things that make your hometown unique? My hair is a faded purple and I'm a beanpole giantess of 6'2". My nose is ski jumpy and my eyes are green. Evanston is the first suburb north of Chicago and it does not look like it got eaten by the strip mall fixation.

*41*What are your hobbies? writing, music, mind-twisting shit, philosophy, boy-chasing

*42*Talents? Music or so they tell me

*43*Zodiac sign? Aries. isn't that like fire or something?

*44*What does your sign say about you? It's pretty accurate. I am honest and fiery and explosive, except nobody really can tell.

*45*How did you meet most of your friends? At school

*46*Who's your best friend? ;P wouldn't you like to know.

*47*Do you gossip? Of course! people are so entertaining!

*48*Do you lie? All the time, it's terrible. All my lies are also pointless, so that gets rid of any excuses I might have.

*49*Are you a minor? I forgot legal age. I could be

*50*Whats your dream job? I want to have lots of money by inheritance and never have to work. That way I could do what makes ME happy instead of having to slave away for people I don't know and don't care about. Next best thing would be a musician, but musicians have to conform to all sorts of crap that record companies and managers put out. I'd do indie, and live with the poverty aspect. or else marry rich :)

*51*Whats your job now, or are you a student? I work at the Saxophone Shop, and I'm also a student. Busy eh?

*52*Do you communicate with animals? I tell my cat she's a bitch whore. And she is.

*53*Do you have emotional issues carried over from childhood? If anyone says no they're lying out their ass. Everyone has emotional issues! Whether good or bad, something got hammered through your thick little kid skull.

*54*Who were you raised by? My parents

*55* Would a stray pack of wolves donea better job in raising you? If they didn't eat me for breakfast first.

*56*Ever been a bully? yeah

*57*Ever been bullied? yeah

*58*What are your morals? Do what makes you happy and do your best not to take too many people down on your sky-high trip. Care about people, don't censor yourself.

*59*DO you eat meat? Dariy? Egg? I eat everything.

*60* Favorite quote? 'You guys can't even undo my bra! Get Hannah's lover over here, I bet he's had lots of practice.'

*61*How mature are you? I'm a little brat. Stay the hell away from me. I ponder a lot, but nobody ever said what I pondered was mature.

*62*How old are you dude? 17 dude

HAVE YOU EVER "Looking back now, I see how far I've gone"Scraped Knees

*63*Eaten at Frishes with your bestfriend to see the cute waiter? I assume that stupid word is a restaurant. No.

*64*Done that at any restraunt? Of course!

*65*Fallen in love? Not reciprocally

*66*Volunteered? Yes, once I got over myself.

*67*Lost a loved one due to a mental illness? Mentall illnesses are running rampant. I've temporirly lost their link to reality and to me, but it wasn't permananent.

*68* Lost a loved one due to death? Sure, but that's the least painful way to lose someone. At least with death you don't keep hoping they'll someday come back.

*69*Had a personal ad on the internet? TheSpark.com. Betcha can't find me.

*70* Been abused? Hasn't everyone? To emotionally abuse isn't all that uncommon, guys.

SEXUALITY " Tell me about your first kiss." Sucker

*71*How do you meet the people you date? Various interesting ways.

*72*Whats your sexual oreintation? I like people

*73*Did that ? offend you? Oh god I'm rolling in sin yknow

*74*Do you have a biy/girl friend? Nope

*75*What do you think about premarital sex? Sex is a good thing. Marriage has nothing to do with anything at all. You can be married and not be ready. Just because you've got a damn ring on doesn't mean anything.

*76*Are you a virgin? Is that by choice? Yeah, and yeah. SO STOP CALLING ME A SKANK! A virgin skank aint too skanky!

*77*Do you/ Did you use burth control? I would. I don't want to bring any unwanted kids here. There's enough already.

*78*Are kids educated enough about sex? Yeah. Not publicly, but yeah.

*79*What makes someone sexy? Ready? Bare feet and sandals are sexy. The back of the nack is sexy. Lips are sexy. Dreadlocks are sexy. 'The Wet Look' is sexy. The profile in a dark room is sexy. Wnant me to go on?

*80*Do you like to be the cat or the mouse? You mean in love, the chaser or the chasee? The cat aka chaser because when you finally get them it's such a rush.

*81* Does a naked photo of you exist? I was four

*82*Who took the pic? My MOM!

*83*Is masturbation dirty? Oh terrible terribly. NO.

*84*Is porn immoral? It's naked people! Who cares about naked people? We've all seen them, and yes we have. I've never understood why sex is considered immoral. It may be dangerous but so is bungee jumping, and they don't X-rate outdoor TV.

*85*Do looks matter? sure, but not much in the way of romantic connections. If you love someone your mind is going to make them look good, no matter what.

*86*Ant fantasies you feel like sharing? Once I got seduced by Taylor Hanson in the ocean.

*87*Does sex scare you? Rape scares me. Sex doesn't. Oh, other than the fact that it probably hurts.

*88*Ever been used in a relationship? No

*89*Who was the one that got away? I actually usually am the dumper person. there's not one person I regret dumping.

*90*Who hurt you? You know who you are. Mr. Lies There Like A Lump Of Cotton.

IN AN IDEAL WORLD "I can't stop pretending that you're forever mine." ,Eyesore

*91*You would look like...Angelina Jolie's a good answer, Chelsea... I'm trying to think of someone else. I don't know, but I'd wanna look all smooth and matte and androgynous, wild blue-black hair, light gray eyes, an expressive mouth, a flexible gymnast's body.

*92* You'd feel....exhilarated

*93*Who would have an OpenDiary that you could secretly read and know all of their secrets and thoughts? That'd be freaked out. It'd also be wrong but I won't pretend it wouldn't be pretty cool, anyhow. Probably Eminem.

*94*What would you change in our society? Hella stuff that I'm too lazy to list. Basically I'd make it so people have much more freedom of expression... the crock of shit they call freedom of expression in this country doesn't count. The money system wouldn't exist. People would trade or just be generous. We'd have to have faith in that.

*95*Who would be president? Oh god. Someone that isn't Bush.

THE INNER YOU "You feel like you owe it to the world, but you owe it to yourself." Dressed to Kill

*96*Do you practice any religion/ Which one? No

*97* What has bee your most spiritual moment? The realization that nobody had the power to change me.

*98*What words represent your spirit/soul? intense

*99*What animal is your soulmate? a camel! haha.

*100*Does anyone know the real you? I don't even know the real me. Provided there is one.

*101*Do you ever want to run away and be at one with nature? I'd like to feel nature a bit, yeah. But I thrive on people too much to ever be completely alone with the earth.

*102*What gives you peace? Thunderstorms

*103*Do you love yourself? I never think about it

*104*Are you living or just alive? I'd like to say I'm living but somtimes I just go throughthe motions.

*105*Would you ever kill? Never say never. But no, I can't see myself killing.

*106*Would you ever commit suicide? not in the forseeable future, but there are situations in which I might.

*107*What/Who inspires you? Encouragement

*108*Who are your role models? All great musicians everywhere

CHOICES "It's okay to second guess."The Goodbye Song

*109*Old or new? new

*110*Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi

*111*Yesterday, today, or tommorrow? tomorrow

*112* conformity or individaulism? individualism

*113*love or lust? lust flaming the entire way through love

*114*sex or cuddiling? cuddling after sex

*115*Cali or New York? Cali

 

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